Stage Five
The Five Stages of Grief Are:
1. Denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance
There’s no easy way to say this, so here goes:
We’re considering getting a Ford Transit Van.
I’ll give you a minute to collect yourself.
Good? Okay. First of all, let’s not pretend you aren’t
laughing at me, as even my sweet Gran cackled in my ear when I told her what D
and I were considering.
But, y’all, I have four kids. And four kids is a weird number, especially
when they’re packed as close together like mine are. And in case you’re
thinking, Damn girl, get yourself a Suburban I say this: have you sat in the 3rd row of a Suburban
lately? Because I have, and my knees impaled my meager, nursed-four-kids-boobs.
I was folded up like a human taco, and it was ugly.
“But your kids are little, they’ll have more leg room than
you!” True, for another 2 years, tops. Clearly you’re ignoring that these kids got
half their genes from my husband, who at 6.6 feet tall is like an x-Man whose
only superpower is the ability to cause cricks in the neck of anyone to whom he
speaks. Let’s just say, I’m banking on my kids not being tiny, so they’re gonna
need the leg room.
“Well then, get a minivan!” Dude, I have a minivan. And already
I can’t go to Costco and the regular grocery store in the same trip…and you
better believe I have to go to both stores to feed my growing brood. And forget
road trips longer than an hour: between the car seats and the snack bags and single
purse, there is barely room for the tablets that, until you have 4 kids, you
will never know how necessary they are to the sanity of every person with the
ability to perceive sound.
But look, I know they’re not cool. And I know to people with
a normal-sized family that they seem like over-kill—I know this! But honestly,
I see no other option.
So, for the sake of any other woman who might be faced with this
decision, I’ve written this blog post. In solidarity and resignation of the
fact that, in the same way the 18 years our kids live with us our bodies are
not ours, so too our cars do not belong to us, but rather exist solely for the
service of our children: to drive them to school, and soccer, and AWANA, and violin…and slowly, us to insanity.
Least you think I arrived at this decision lightly, let me
tell you that even the man whose name is on the side of the local Chevy
dealership recommended I get a Ford Transit van. I’ve thought so long about this that I even come up with some basic
guidelines for operation that may or may not already be included the manual, like
to not idle too long at intersections for fear that someone will hop on and
expect to be driven to the next stop, to park across the street when we go to
church so the youth group doesn’t pile in after Sunday service, and generally
stay away from youth sports teams, construction crews, and prisoners cleaning
up trash on the roadside.
I feel like the writing is on the wall on this one and I’m
going to have to accept my fate in the most gracious way I can and it is in
that spirit that I humbly offer these suggestions to any person who happens
across this blog and who might also be working for Ford Motor Co.
“Transit Vans, we’re not even trying for sexy.”
“Transit vans, we won’t fit in a standard parking space, but
your kids will be so far back you won’t have to listen to them complain about
where you park.”
“Transit vans, not just for work crews anymore.”
“Transit Vans, where your cool goes to die at 13.1 MPG.”
Anyway, I’ll let you guys know when we get it. Not by way of
another blog post but because we’ll be the only people in town driving one that
doesn’t have the name of some kind of non-profit wrapped around the side.
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